Confused writing could still be so illuminating

let the life be dull

a long yawn bored

pilgrimage to self the narcist pays

the refuge of the scared

away from titillations of feared-dont-know-what

let arms reach out

to unknown friends

to skies green, pink and red

an embrace without chase

be lost for once... .awed my mystery nd the maze

toast to adventure...to change..to meaninglessness

burn churn within

hiss hiss hiss bliss amiss

wordy lifeless kiss

living deception

Ostrich in mud, the Eagle too high

indulging isolating

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Seems its not possible to live if you stare at it point blank...too unbearable.

Distraction becomes much too necessary..at times by indulging... .by avoiding(isolating)..means change with personality, age, situation... .but the something subtle unspoken remains unchanged...the meaninglessness of it all.

(enough of gibberish from me)

Abandoned ignored dry

finding solace in memories wet

spectator actor illusionist