Wife O wife!

Wife O Wife!wife oh wife,
the first moment i looked at you
you looked so bright,
adolescence was the time when to me you seemed just right,
Past times were beautiful
whenever i gaze through my familiar bottle of wine,
But Alas!those faded memories seem very fine.

But the word 'fine' is not here to stay,
as its only a small passage between bar and bedroom
where horror potrays,
Yes Oh Yes!those past days!is just a self satifactory dose-
And game is of self-deceiving which i play.

WHO'S SHE

Well!and so i began,search for a partner,
Shock overcame,as for this question remarkable,i was just a starter,
never thought did i,in dreams even,on the most widely advertized puzzler popular,
brainy as i may be,how?i never came across this thriller 'before the after'.

Still,i am a kid of nine plus nine,
and it seems as if a lady's knocking on my heart all the time,
I havent seen her nor do i have a frame of her in mind,
but someone there is,i find the thought undenied,
Wow!i realize,she's just a dream unclassified,
for my fairy is far away from the world outside,
but still decision has to be made uptime,
and i seek to make a compromize,
between the outside world and fantasy world hidden deep inside.

I still wander in my thoughts,to conclude,for what i seek in thine,
amazing as it may be,distance between others and wife is incredibly infinite,
What should be there for me to say,"she's mine".

Simplicity,Seduction,Sweetness
what charms me i dont know,
but still i bang my head,in the hopeless hope to reveal the unknown,
here i must admit,that thought of her is both irresistable and pleasurable chore.

I shun the struggle and pursue it further,
it seems foolish enough!but it isnt my 'brother',
as for the answer i cant find,and without it there's no respite,
for i never have been so hopeless in most herculean of fights,
more i ponder on it,it gets complicated further,
my attempt to make myself secure and risk minimal-
is self-satisfactory thought i discover.

Its just fate,and fate!even though lots at stake,
you just need to hope for luck,is the polite answer i make.