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Thursday, February 17, 2011

Confused writing could still be so illuminating


let the life be dull
a long yawn bored

pilgrimage to self the narcist pays
the refuge of the scared
away from titillations of feared-dont-know-what

let arms reach out
to unknown friends
to skies green, pink and red

an embrace without chase
be lost for once... .awed my mystery nd the maze
toast to adventure...to change..to meaninglessness

burn churn within
hiss hiss hiss bliss amiss
wordy lifeless kiss

living deception
Ostrich in mud, the Eagle too high
indulging isolating

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Seems its not possible to live if you stare at it point blank...too unbearable.
Distraction becomes much too necessary..at times by indulging... .by avoiding(isolating)..means change with personality, age, situation... .but the something subtle unspoken remains unchanged...the meaninglessness of it all.
(enough of gibberish from me)

Abandoned ignored dry
finding solace in memories wet
spectator actor illusionist

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Haiku - 1

Self Selfish Me
Lust frust mindless gust
animal man just.


Love nay lust
Was born which first
One will rust.


Hypocrite knito fight
Whore changing bedsheet white
Verily my relatives.

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Wish

A flower a wish in heart
unknowingly in midst of lifeless world halts
abated by preserved oponion,shunned by traditions wall.

Partitions on my soul
between mind and heart,between me'n the whole
world's accruing wants,hearts desire cutting my throat.

A longing for a way afar unknown
hopelessly i dream from my comfort zone
the waves roar,calls the shore-to go against the lore.

Monday, November 29, 2004

Wife O wife!

Wife O Wife!wife oh wife,
the first moment i looked at you
you looked so bright,
adolescence was the time when to me you seemed just right,
Past times were beautiful
whenever i gaze through my familiar bottle of wine,
But Alas!those faded memories seem very fine.

But the word 'fine' is not here to stay,
as its only a small passage between bar and bedroom
where horror potrays,
Yes Oh Yes!those past days!is just a self satifactory dose-
And game is of self-deceiving which i play.

Monday, November 22, 2004

WHO'S SHE

Well!and so i began,search for a partner,
Shock overcame,as for this question remarkable,i was just a starter,
never thought did i,in dreams even,on the most widely advertized puzzler popular,
brainy as i may be,how?i never came across this thriller 'before the after'.

Still,i am a kid of nine plus nine,
and it seems as if a lady's knocking on my heart all the time,
I havent seen her nor do i have a frame of her in mind,
but someone there is,i find the thought undenied,
Wow!i realize,she's just a dream unclassified,
for my fairy is far away from the world outside,
but still decision has to be made uptime,
and i seek to make a compromize,
between the outside world and fantasy world hidden deep inside.

I still wander in my thoughts,to conclude,for what i seek in thine,
amazing as it may be,distance between others and wife is incredibly infinite,
What should be there for me to say,"she's mine".

Simplicity,Seduction,Sweetness
what charms me i dont know,
but still i bang my head,in the hopeless hope to reveal the unknown,
here i must admit,that thought of her is both irresistable and pleasurable chore.

I shun the struggle and pursue it further,
it seems foolish enough!but it isnt my 'brother',
as for the answer i cant find,and without it there's no respite,
for i never have been so hopeless in most herculean of fights,
more i ponder on it,it gets complicated further,
my attempt to make myself secure and risk minimal-
is self-satisfactory thought i discover.

Its just fate,and fate!even though lots at stake,
you just need to hope for luck,is the polite answer i make.